do i really have a one year old?

This is my, I can't believe I have a one year old, I am an emotional wreck post. When I was first pregnant with Kourtney I was so nervous I would not know how to love her. I quickly learned that your heart just has room for all the babies! Kourtney is so special and has truly taught me so much about myself and life. She has calmed me. I have been able to enjoy her a little more because well, she's not my first. I didn't freak out about every little sneeze, or about how often she nursed, I was just a pro this time around, and I was able to sit back and take every ounce of her in. Throughout her first year I made sure to capture every single thing, I was just as crazy as I was with Jules. I wanted to remember it all. She's actually so used to the camera if you tell her to pose she gives you the cheesiest smile and says "cheese". She doesn't mess around. I am so glad I was able to capture so much because the first year of your second baby just zooms on by. I really feel like she was just born yesterday. Plus the second has the eagerness to learn and keep up with their older siblings. She was sitting up at 5 months, standing and walking along furniture at 7months, walking at 11 months and has been blabbing and trying to talk for as long as I can remember. She grew up too fast, I feel like she totally skipped the newborn phase. But impresses me with how smart she is, how outspoken she is even at one, and how loving she is. She definitely keeps me on my toes because she is a little crazy but I always say she just knows that I still need my baby because she gives the me best cuddles and kisses ever. They're all for me, not even daddy gets that kinda love and it makes my heart overflow. I love my Kourtney Jay and can't imagine my life without her. 

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For her birthday we took her to have brunch at Goofy's Kitchen at Downtown Disney and then spent the day spoiling and loving on her at California Adventure. It was the perfect day for my perfect babe.

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